Ugh. I’m having one of those low self-esteem days. I know I don’t even have to ask if you get these too, everyone does.
Chris and I had to cancel our bike ride for today because the weather got crappy, so I didn’t end up getting any workout in. I feel a touch over-stuffed and puffy from dinner. Worst of all, my hip is just not where I was hoping it would be today. I need to jump back on the tri training asap, and I have the feeling I will have to do the rest of my training with hip pain.
Running is the only thing that makes it worse. Luckily, I already have a good enough base in running that I’m not too worried about that part. It’s the biking that really concerns me. Cycling aggravates my hip temporarily, but doesn’t seem to do any long-term damage. So I’m thinking I’ll just plow through my cycling and swimming training, with minimal treadmill workouts for the running. That’s where I’m at today anyways.
I guess my self-esteem factors in because I think I’ve gained weight from my two weeks of low activity. Not a lot, but enough that I can tell when I look at my belly in the mirror (the only place where my extra pounds show up). I feel lazy from the lack of hard workouts. I really, really miss that “high” I get after a tough and sweaty workout.
Anyways. That’s my moaning and groaning quota for the week. I won’t put you through any more. Just tryin’ to keep it reeeeal y’all.
I woke up this morning wanting three things: oats, strawberries, yogurt. Which clearly led to this:
An oatmeal and yogurt parfait. These bowls are actually what got me eating oatmeal in the first place. Before last summer, I was not a regular oatmeal eater. It was granola and soy milk or giant bagels. I now like this a lot better
Today’s mix:
- 1/2 cup Quaker big flakes
- 1 cup water
- 1 tbsp soy protein powder
- cinnamon
- 7 strawberries
- 1/2 cup yogurt w/ stevia and vanilla extract
- 1/4 cup Fiber One cereal
I was covering a trial today (this one had a jury!) so I packed quick and easy foods in case we only had short recesses.
Tuna pita, carrot sticks, red pepper slices, cocoa coconut chew Larabar, seven whole grain and almond Kashi bar, gala apple. Luckily, our breaks were perfectly spaced to meet my appetite, so my tummy didn’t have to yell at me today
After work, I picked up some new goggles!
I went to a local Triathlete store, thinking they’d have a better selection than the chain stores in the mall. They didn’t have the ones I was looking for, but the girl working was helpful and directed me towards these. She was nice enough to put up with me while I tried on a million goggles until I found ones that fit juuuuust right. Plus, she taught me the best technique for maximum suction. Can’t wait to try them out!! Currently, I’m emptying my goggles every two laps…
By the time I got home I was hungry and so not feeling any vigorous activity. I don’t get how people can go to the gym after 8 hours of work. I’d much rather get up at the crack of dawn to get my workout out of the way.
While my supper was cooking, I did some Yin Yoga moves Heather shared on her blog a few days ago. I contemplated doing a hip opening flow, but to be honest, I can’t stand flows. All the repetitive up and downs and chaturangas are just not my idea of a good time. Instead, I did just a handful of poses and held them for a few minutes each.
Swan
Deer
Dragon
Frog
Shoelace
Squat
Notice a common theme here? All hip poses! The frog and shoelace were particularly intense for me, but finishing in the squat pose was soooo nice. I should be practicing Yin poses more often. Who doesn’t have 15 minutes in to hang out and stretch?
I tried two new foods for dinner tonight! First, some Sol spicy bean burgers.
Not sure why there’s a need for caramel colour in a veggie burger, but otherwise pretty good! I like that there’s more protein than carbs. Sometimes veggie burgers can be just like eating another bun, between a bun.
New food number two was rutabaga! Turned into rutabaga fries a la Meghann.
First, the burger. I really liked it. It was nice and big. The texture was good, maybe a touch too soft. It was spicy, but not too spicy. Just enough to make my nose run
As for the rutabaga, I think I maybe should have Wikipedia-ed it first. Then I would have learned it was a turnip. Turnip is probably the only vegetable I don’t really care for. Actually, I think my mom makes mashed rutabaga with turkey dinner and just calls it turnip. Anyways, I baked it in a cajun spice and it was still pretty good (still ate it all!). Nothing beats my butternut squash fries though!
The boy just arrived, gotta wrap up! Tomorrow starts my “weekend,” yay! See ya tomorrow!



Ugh, I know what you mean. Today has been gross for me, too. I got an awful tension headache this afternoon, my knees are hurting, I couldn’t work out, and I feel bloated from dinner. Bleh. Just one of those days.
Your breakfast looks great, though. And I hope those goggles work well for you. Those rutabaga fries look good. I like turnips, so I might have to try them.
Hope you have a good night
We all get days like that.
Maybe you really should do more active recovery instead of plowing through training. You don’t want to wipe out before the triathlon and not enjoy the training.
Maybe you should just take a few days of doing only yoga and pilates and see how your hip does.
I was thinking about putting turnips or rutabagas on my veggie experiment list, but now I’m scared LOL!
sorry about your down day. i can relate. maybe it is something in the air? ive never tried rutabaga! interesting.. i havent tried turnips either so maybe i should give one of the two a shot? i agree, i am missing the high from a good workout. nothing beats it! at least it is your weekend, that is good, it should cheer you right up! it will be a good breakfast day for you tomorrow i am sure
i hate down days too. you just can’t shake that feeling. but the good/skinny/energized days are awesome! sending one your way
Girl…I hear ya on the blahs…I’ve been in a funk for like, WEEKS and I know it’s largely related to weight gain. Which SUCKS but, there it is. I hope you’re able to get back to the hard-core workouts soon. Endorphins are magical, no?
Dont be too hard on yourself! You have been doing great things for yourself..way better than i, so you should be proud! I hate those days though and yes, we all have them. Good for you trying to take care of your hip!
I totally feel you, Susan! I haven’t done any hard-core exercise since my race and I feel my body changing. And when my self-esteem is low, I have a tendency to treat my body worse, not better. I am trying to fix that.
Just keep doing what you’re doing, the best that you can, and it will work out. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You’re doing a great job!
*hug*
We all have those days! I’ve been sick the past week and haven’t been to the gym… and like you, I see it in my mid-section too. But I bet its mostly mental. Especially given your excellent diet, no doubt its just a meh day and nothing more.
Not that it needs to be said (because it is plainly clear) but you are a HOT girl. The photo you posted the other day when you bought your cute outfit? HOT.
I’ve never had rutabaga but I’m with you on the turnip thing. Not my fave. But its always good to mix things up!
Hey Susan!
I hear ya on the low self-esteem days. I’ve been having quite a few of those myself lately and the thing I seem to turn to when that happens is sweets…which is polar opposite of what I need to be doing. I think it’s a big transition to have just graduated from college too (I’m with ya on that one! Just did the same thing). Switching from a lot of daytime walking (to get to classes…my part-time job at school was pretty active…) to a 9-5 desk job (which I now currently do) is definitely an adjustment. I still get in a workout most days, but it’s not the same without that extra moving around…and I miss it. It’s definitely impacted my weight as well, and I’m up a few pounds myself…in my tummy as well
So we’re all hear for ya, and trust me, I can identify!!!
You are not alone!!
Have a great day!!!
Michelle
Hey! I posted the recipe for the egg cups you asked about on my blog =]
sorry to hear you are feeling so rough about yourself right now- not alone, can assure you that…hope today is better for you!
Your oatmeal parfait looks great
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